There was a slight chill in the air when the orange and yellow
leaves blew around the park. It was a path on the way to work from Monday to
Friday as I passed a park bench where an old man slept. He woke up when he
smelled the hot coffee that I had left there for him. It was just a kind gesture
to a stranger that needed something that morning. Friday came as I bought two
toasted bagels and two cups of coffee, each for the old man and me. I turned
around and waved and waved back at him as the smile on his worn and weary face
made me feel good. We talked for the first time when cold November winds blew
around the park. It was only briefly and nothing much was said except for a
hello, how you doing, and goodbye. I bought the old man a pair of gloves for the
upcoming winter months and he hugged me as if he had known me all of life.
December brought some snow during the week as I walked the path in the park on
the way to work. An ambulance drove away from the bench he used to sleep on. The
wind blew stronger and uncovered an old brown wallet from under a tree just a
few feet away. The contents were an old Social Security Card, two faded dollar
bills, and one old black and white photo. It was in his younger years that the
picture was taken. He was holding hands with a woman that looked so much like my
mom at a younger age. I took it home and showed it to my mother. "Your father
left me before you were born, I'm so sorry you have to hear this now". I wiped
the tears from her face and said, "I just got to know him for a few short
months, so maybe our connection was meant to be once again". My vacation was in
December as one Saturday morning I sat on a bench and thought about him. The
park was crowded that day, but nobody else saw an old man sit next to me. He
shared some coffee and a toasted bagel as he said, "you will always be my son".
I replied, you will always be my dad"...