Hi.

I didn't want to hurt anymore,

so I burned all of my nerve endings.

But now, I feel no pain nor pleasure,

I feel no touch the world is sending.

I didn't want to feel anymore,

so I burned all of my emotions.

But now I feel no fear or joy

in the middle of a commotion.

I didn't want to cry anymore,

so I laughed until it was fake.

Take that, Jesus. Lay it all on me;

see how much this brick wall can take.