Empty Spaces

Dear _____,

 

Oh those big brown eyes staring down the arch of your nose, bedroom gaze and smooth glaze of fog between us.  Anything, Anywhere; I was yours forever after that.  So many other moments would come, yet they were all tainted.  She ruined everything.

 

We danced to your favorite song; sometimes you sing it so off-key that I want to choke you for the pain and the memories.  You said that you loved me, you tell her she's the only one.  Something about your easy appearance, as if you never destroyd me.  The man who burned down his own house and built right on top of it.  The man who put his dog to sleep and got another one.  You didn't really get rid of me, just misplaced me.  Hurt me beyond repair then replaced me. 

 

Now I've woken up, like a newborn child ready to taste the world.  Still, I remember your smell, your voice.  I see you in the backs of other men of the same height, build, with similar haircuts.  Walking down lonely streets I hear your tone deaf voice speaking behind me, only to turn and see a stranger.  Ghosts of a life I left behind, a reincarnation. 

 

Goodbye to who I made you to be, hollow shell I filled with fantasy.  Goodbye to my dreams for our future, to happiness, to the world we would create on the ashes.  Goodbye to pretending you care, cared, or had any ability to care.  Most of all, Goodbye forever.

 

Don't love,

 

_________

Reviews

[bluessadmood]

i just want to add this..
believe it or not even at first interview ,just sitting with some girl i really liked
then if after that it came to my mind that she may not be the girl that
i would like to see everyday,still i will stick to her for fear that she
will really take it so hard and get hurt ,so i just get along with my plans with her
and never leave..we really pay lots of attention to her might get hurt
and heart broken..so i will just accept it..only if i knew i just could not do it
and being with her will tear apart all our lives,both of us,makes it like hell
for the two of us..then ,only then i will rethink about it,and may end it ,even for her sake...

[bluessadmood]

Ohh how sweet..really so sweet..
I ve been hearing and reading lots of stories of women being left for another..
she was the love of his life..everything was nice and great,only when another pretty face showed
there will start all the pain and suffering..this time i will say a word for it..
if i loved a woman and really cared for her..it seems crazy that i leave all my life with her
all the security and beautiful like home that she made it ..so sweet when i return
i could never leave all that ,on the contrary i get used to seeing her face every day
every morning when i am awake..get used the smile and words..i get addicted to same one and only woman so easy ,ha ha
i would never leave her..off course there may arise some troubles but is it not the case with every couple living together but they adapt
to each other and as i said they get acustumed to each other face and habits
what is it seeing another pretty woman each now and then do i have to follow
off course its for the sake of sex with a new girl..but really i find it childish
off course its exciting and thrilling to have a new girl..but its also tiring to get used to a different girl each now and then..and breaking the heart of the other woman..and its not nice
each now and then..only if there was a like an agreement that there is no commitment ..thats different
this could take lots more to talk about..but really i always wanted to say it..now i am happy that i said it.
lovely write..