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I am contemplating suicide,
simply because it would be a divergance from the
norm,
and that is what I base my life on,
and I am slowly starting to realize that
that lifestyle will never amount
to much at all but an empty bottle of wine,
a crushed cigarette,
a gloomy computer screen,
an empty wallet,
a broken window,
a sore throat,
and a bottle of off brand aspirin.
I think the irony is that I do not
have to physically commit suicide,
because it appears I'm doing a damned
good job already.