Band On My Wrist

I wake up to white walls, blinding lights

A door that doesn't open but for the better off

I guess that’s what I need after that night

There were things in my mind I couldn't stop

The blinds are down and I can't see outside

I guess i can't handle the world so leave it locked

 

Send people, talk to me, just to do your job

Bend my will, we'll see just for how long

Couldn't change a thing except for tags

Couldn't let me leave without emptying my bags

Forgetting all the wonders I had

 

But destroying is not cleansing

And I’m no fighter on any day, unless it is for you

I'll water myself down with your remembrance

So that when you ask if I care I can say I Do

Smiling at tomorrow the same as how we got through this

I'll earn my trust, I was a fool to ever lose it

 

Maybe you're still there and maybe you're not

There's not much to say but I'm in sorrow for my faults

The poison I swallowed but kept out of any thought

I shake at the thought of the loss, my heart skips beats an awful lot

I can't imagine how you are, while I am very, very lost

Hours feel like days when I'm staring at this ceiling, eyes glossed

Searching for yours, in my chest it's all frost

And has your name embossed