special

Impossible to articulate

Those certain losses

Love lost in this life

Is ever sad

Because unlike life

It's not promised in the next

It's hard to articulate

Anything

Sitting sweating melting

In a car

In the desert

Each drop of sweat

My individual lash

Of repentance

One for every time

I looked at you with nothing

In my eyes

These demons on my back

Ride me

I am

Nothing

Special