A beautiful organism

On the third Sunday

I thought I heard your voice

You called my name

And I whispered

I’m here

your image collapsed

One particle at a time

I slit open my heart

And poured the particles in

Now I carry your image

In my blood

And it cools those fires

Raging beneath my skin

 

And I hate the way

The light reflects

Off your eyes and absorbs every

Frequency but brown

 

I fell into those lakes

Deeper than any man

Has any reason to go

 

I burned

And in flames

I emptied out my spirit

Gave it up and slipped

through the cracks in the ceiling

 

floating in empty space

in outer darkness

a self inflicted isolation

a complete disorganization

of the senses

a purposeful rejection

of the search for the divine

led me straight to the

divinity itself

 

seek and you shall find

 

I told him it hurts too much

Ill only be a cancer

To your beautiful organism

A cell whose darkness

Consumes

And burns from within

 

And he calmed me

With a cooling touch

Of his fingertips

On my feverish scalp

And the years fell away

One at a time

All at once I lost

All the dark I’d carried

On my back

Drowning in oxygen

And I felt the love

 

I was home

and I didn’t even know I had one

my messiahs eyes

said it all

and he said you’re forgiven

give it up

you are home

 

I cried and my tears

Became a river of light

Drifting along the fringes

Of a newly born universe

And those drops

Will populate

Immeasurable hearts and souls

Of beings that have been

In my fathers heart

For eternity

 

And your sorrow shall be

The light for

Infinite joys

And your dark

Will be the light

For infinite eons

Traveling at speeds

Only those beams can achieve

And reach the eyes of those

Whose sorrows will

One day light

Their own universe

 

Come home

Come home

Come home

Please come home

Reviews

[Yosh]

It was something amazing it's
beautiful

[...]

Goes very deep desire about love. When all.emotions became one. You have very nice work with words.