Everything Ends

You were such a great boy.

You would smile when you cried. 

You were the best thing that had ever happened

in my life.

You were such a great friend. 

You would hug me when I would want to die. 

You meant a lot to everyone,

but then you took your life.

Are you sorry?

Am I sorry?

Or is everything just ending?

I miss when you were my brother. 

And now I'm just an empty box

without a lid, missing a heart. 

And now everything is falling and I hope that tomorrow

I don't wake up.

And yes, I now that in a while I won't remember it.

But I think that I will never be the same again. 

Because my life is slowly ending

But f**k it I'm not gonna be like you.

I'm gonna find the upsides in this never ending hole.

But f**k their opinions, I'm not gonna be the one that gives up first.

Instead it's gonna be her.

And this time I swear to you that I'm just gonna laugh at everything they say and

do.

And this f*****g time I'm gonna throw away my memories

of everything that hurt me. 

I'm not sad right now.

I'm not gonna cry.

I'm worth more than your lies. 

I'm not even f*****g sad anymore.

And one day I'm gonna move away from this city I hate.

And I'm not gonna see his face again.

But that's okay, because I still hate him. 

I still hate all my friends.

And I will be the last one standing until 

everything

ends. 

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

....well then...all those feelings you let out in this poem o.o they scared me a little....but then again losing your brother is always going to sadden you....he was just as amazing as you are.