I Regret Nothing

A Poem by I Hate Humans

I will smile one day and watch

fireworks fly,

laying on a patch of grass

with my husband and my children.

I will name the girl after you

and the boy after you.

I will look back on the days, when I was a girl

so silly and naive looking in this world

for something, at least something

to drive me over the edge.

I will laugh at my mistakes,

because I don't regret any of them.

I will get over the pain.

I will throw all these memories and drugs away.

All these pills I take, they mean nothing.

I just wanna look back and smile again.

I was so lost but now I hope I'm found.

Nothing makes sense in this world.

But that's okay because I guess one day I will wake up

and become the person I want to be.

And yes I know that I will fail.

I know that everything I did will collapse at my feet.

But it's okay because I am just another teenage

girl all in this mess.

I wanna grow up and have kids.

I will name the boy Aaron and name the girl

Demon but only because that's how I feel.

© 2011 I Hate Humans

Author's Note

Scattered words basically....

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CharlesMonroe

It's not just scattered words :P
It's amazing. And I love the imagery, and everything I felt while I was reading this. No other words then amazing.

Posted 13 Years Ago

Personne

Scattered words make the best poems, in my opinion. They are pure feeling and not planned and structured. Of course, planned and structured isn't horrible at all. The opposite, actually, but anyways.
This poem is just...super great. It's just...ugh. SO GOOD. I just feel happy when I read it because it seems like you understand what you've been doing and accept and just go on because that's what people have to do.
(: