hopeless thoughts

Just descriptions of my thoughts in words

When nights pass on days to years
no matter the reason for my being an option in the scenes of time
no matter the love I get from all whom I remember
I still can't visit my thoughts of the moonless nights
my thoughts of the starless nights
and my thoughts of my lifeless thoughts
I still have no reason to leave
I still have no sight of fear
yet, I see no light upon the brittle sun
My thoughts have reasons concealed to my mind
and my mind have thoughts concealed to my reason.