4'O clock friend

I feel lost in this world of absolute fluster

When I’m confused and in destitute, I turn all around in order to find you

I walk on the streets all alone

I eat during breaks all alone

I acquire to do stupid, silly things when you are not around

Oh you, Where are you?

Can you come to me, my 4’0 clock friend?

I’m so confused about my life, my future, my career and goals

There are a lot of thoughts in my mind, so much expectations, but they get shattered because there’s no one to tell

I know I think a lot

I know I made a lot of awful decisions

I know that I’ve regreted it later, a lot

But maybe I wouldn’t have been in such situation if I had you

Oh you, Where are you?

Can you come to me, my 4’0 clock friend?

I find it so intricate to face people and communicate with ’em

I’ve developed a weird feeling of seclusion that haunts me inside out

It hurts a lot

I’m scared of it

I’ve got the scars

The rise of this feeling is high, consuming me, in the absence of you

Oh you, Where are you?

Can you come to me, my 4’0 clock friend?

I know that I shouldn’t loose hope no matter what comes forth

I know that where there’s hope, there will be trials

But sometimes I want to face them with you, with you holding my hand.

I’ve started to walk along the bridge

I’m afraid that the bridge might fall

I’m confused, right in the middle of the bridge

I wish I could hear a scream behind me, telling me to move forward.

Oh you, Where are you?

Can you come to me, my 4’0 clock friend?

I wish to be in the place I’ve had in my mind all along

But I don’t find any path that would take me there

I’m aware of the consequences

I’m a pessimist

But being an optimist hasn’t done any good to me

It’s a fact that having an optimist companion makes you think in that way too

Oh you, Where are you?

Can you come to me, my 4’0 clock friend?

I’ve made plenty of decisions worth full of regrets

If only I could just go back and work it out

I’m crying,

again stopping,

holding everything right in there,

standing up,

walking forth, while wiping my tears up.

If only you were there to make it more easy for me.

Oh you, Where are you?

Can you come to me, my 4’0 clock friend?