Feelings of heart

Moments when I was missing him captured in words ..

If I tell you
Whats in my heart
Will it make a difference
move us closer or drift apart?
I have words
that can frame my feeling
But now
only you its missing
Miles away in a different land
you are having fun
destiny seems to dance
little moments, touching words,
floods in memories what you spoke
Insecurities dash like pepper
Self has become a stranger
In you
lives a different me
Somehow
it remains unseen
Will you ever realize
The battle inside my heart
ripping me every moment
like a life in graveyard
If only once
you could hug me tight
bid this burden
a goodbye
Come my love
before its late
I am counting my days
Knock the door
before its stoned
hold me close forever
in eternity lets go dear