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My hands are shaking

My pulse is racing

My eyes tear up

NO!!! no I will not cry, not again

No matter how hard I try

To hold it in

To keep what’s left of my shattered pride

The tears role down my face

Mocking me in the face of this

I try to be strong

Try to act unaffected

But it seems that when it matters, I can not

He speaks the words that I knew were coming

But though I knew they would come they still hurt

The world begins to fade

The world with him in it

My nave dreams wilt away

And still I shake

I turn to leave but I can not see

Damn tears

So I sit and wait

Hmmmm

Now this is familiar

Welcome back depression

Oh how I’ve missed you.