[untitled]

Its been one of those days

Just one of those years

where my life has turned

my voice falls on def ears

my thoughts clouded and dark

But I cant seem to care

This is what I’ve chosen

I’m not getting anywhere

the words don’t come out right

The and the voice just isn’t as sweet

But try as I might I cant seem to compete

With who I am

And who I’m supposed to be

This is what I’ve chosen right?

This is the real me

If it isn’t I’m afraid I’ve gotten lost along the way

Somewhere forgotten and cold

Just faded day by day

I can see what I’ve done

But i cant seem to care

And that’s the problem I know

Its what you’ve tried so often to show

But I’m not who I once was

I’m not that girl anymore

I’m selfish and cruel and I’m far to sure

That the choices I’ve made are the right ones

they have to be

Because if their not

Then I’ve made a mess of me

I don’t know I can ever go back

I don’t know if I want to

So this is where I am

And this is where I’ll be

Until I can find all that’s left of me.

Author's Note

Not finnished yet so don't bother with the grammer and spelling.