thrown

sums up how i've felt the past few...months

have you ever felt

limp

useless

lifeless?

i can't bring myself to care

i can't bring myself to eat

i can't bring myself to mind my appearance

i can't bring myself to stop lying.

it's self destructive in the best way.

i lay in bed at night hating myself for not saying one thing, and mentioning another.

hating myself for the way i look

act

pretend

who the f**k am i

i don't know if other people

see me

falling

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Author's Note

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Reviews

[registeredisaster]

strange ise'nt it. How the people closest to you don't notice. Nice poem.