late night thoughtsA Story by adakaiaI
feel the night's embrace. The stars hang distant in the sky. Some pulsate and
other burn dimly yet steadily. In an elegant universe, which has cosmological
constants that are totally arbitrary, we stand in the night and stare up like
our ancestors before us facing our own battles with the darkness But little do
we know we fight in vain, our truths mere lore.
I
listen to the hum of a computer, and stare at the numbers, ever morphing into
other numbers, which outputs numbers. I don't have peace from the
numbers Just more desire to solve the problems. But what am I solving
really? My programs morph into programs which write programs and on and on like
so.
Cathartic!
And yet they send me more difficult problems, and as I get older I start
to fear the numbers.
A
hive mind. Worker insects will do anything for their queen. They toil away for
what? Under the impression thAt they are doing the best for their species.
Worthless, And yet more useful in some ways then the queen and her
throne.
If
you grow weary of my antics, come to me in 100 years, And I shall tell you of
the migratory birds. Which once flew, under the darkened sky, following
constellation after constellation, until their weary hearts wouldn't beat any
longer. Then maybe you will finally appreciate the melody and magnificence
of the canyon wren.
Assuming
of course that you are privy enough to join, we shall sit and watch as the
night explodes. Shatters, or perhaps less dramatically fades into dwarf stars
and black holes, which results in a profound silence.
And
when that silence arrives I will sing you a lullaby as we fade into oblivion
like our ancestors before us.
What
is the difference between history and myth? Both are told by the victors. Both
guide us towards morality. And yet one is completely fictitious!! Imagine that!
I am
a dramatist perhaps. But pleAse don't come back. There are only so many ways to
fix a broken heart. Sewn up like a patchwork quilt, ready to burst.
I
like to think in abstraction. But being overly metaphorical might lead to
misunderstanding. there are three types of thinkers: those that think in wide
brush strokes, those that think in details and those that see in complete
gibberish.
I am
spinning. Spinning around and around, and there is only entropy. Entropy laughs
in my face.
I
walk into the stranger-filled auditorium and announce: I am here, I am here to
fill out an application for being part of the human race. I shout, I plea, but
again, nothing. © 2017 adakaia |
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