it is fall

This piece was written with little revision. I just let it flow from my mind and this is what I came up with.

it is fall
a season i wait for
the air crisp as dried apples
the sun shines a little brighter
summer is dead beyond living
sure it will come alive again, but I'm not ready
the merry of Christmas seems
not so far
children in their lame Halloween attire
my little Prince, his first trick or treat
Thanksgiving and food i long to devour
my child, his first birthday coming so quickly
i still see him as my newborn baby
everything gets so much older too fast
i can't stand to miss this season pass
the weather is fair, i don't complain
i don't tan, i just blend in with the coming winter
moisturize my skin with heaps of lotion
i get drier than the sand in the open desert
my love i met him 3 years from the 11th of October
many memories within this season
was with child
was drunken cold flat on the streets in a city
no not in that order
no fool to drink while with child
lost my 30th lover
but gained my last one
ah this season, love love
i can't stop the memories filling my mind
it's like a time watch that doesn't just stop
keeps going on, and on, on, on
like im meant to remember never to forget
forever like its never enough
so i stand and i sit
i lie and i wait
nothing happens but fate
nothing happens but fate

Author's Note

Critique me, I enjoy learning and fixing weak spots in my writing.