The final rhymes of my life

Peering through a window cover in mustiness across the sea 

A golden light beckons me to see beyond the waves to

Search for answers within, Immerse myself within my thoughts in the

Gentleness of night, listening to the 

Stars Rhymes 

They rhyme about how life is truly eventful, it illustrates 

Countless forms of weathers into our lives 

On this hot summer night my mind is woven solid to the

Soul of the cosmos 

Eyes gripped within mysteries of the night 

Enduring ghastly pain, deeming my soul can no longer

Survive the test of time

Wondering how many lacerations can a heart endure?

For this heart is woven into a web of emptiness, loneliness that only 

The moon can cure, for it is known the moon is the angel of hope 

And dreams

Enthralled by the golden moonlight I wonder whether to jump

Into the ocean and drown for I’m already drowning

In a pool of my own tears 

Lord: I expect no comfort from you when I’m sad or cry for woe, 

Fear seized my soul; no friends 

No shoulder to cry and nowhere that I wanted to go,

The only one, this heart yearns for, desires me Not

I have explored into the depths of myself, and the love within my heart

Told me of the angels that walk beside me, even when I think I’m alone,

I believe they are not for we’re worlds apart,

My Angels and I

Therefore I deem they’re not watching over me, for my greatest fears

Have recapped, the ghost that won’t die just keeps reviving back to life 

Once again the tornado of darkness has landed 

Am I a living fool or am I a dead fool? 

Am I chosen again to be tossed out like an old shoe?

Again 

Impel cold and empty into a darkness of sorrow, why?

I’m a beautiful woman smart with a compassionate soul trying hard 

To understand, but lies have a way of uncovering

Themselves 

 

Why must I always take refuge in myself, I often feel that 

Am I just a pool of my own blood, for anyone and everyone 

To wipe the floor with

Am I, not a human being with a kind heart that hurts the same as you?

I‘strive to love, and breathe life, though floozies from darkness 

Keep stealing my life

I realized that I’m trapped within your darkness wondering if you 

Really know what you want, if you truly know the meaning 

Of true love

I doubt anyone will really miss me if I were to just fade

From the rhymes of the Earth 

Yes I’m trapped in my own darkness of pain, lost to the clarity of my mind 

My heart and soul constantly fighting a battle that in my mind seems 

Impossible to win: as the dark of night forever whispers secrets that

Shred this soul apart 

I’find myself counting the months, days, when I’ll lose this war

Life is the true soul of love; it truly is a precious gift

Though I don’t know why 

I’m still here on earth: I’m guessing I was placed here to watch over you  

Not for you to love me

I realized I no longer breathe life; I’m just walking with death 

Looming to take me; have lost all hope and meaning, so confused by

Mock and truth,

Counting the months, days, I will whisper my final request up to heaven 

Along with my ultimate prayer, for I know in my mind,heart my

Bones will lay to rest, as I will have reached

The final rhymes

 Of my  life 

Copyright by Yolanda Hernandez 

Aka Morning Star 02/27/11

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[Mauricio Montoya]

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