Untitled IIIA Poem by A.C. Lei
Walk away
Close your eyes I can't stand the way you stare The way you make me feel so distress Don't look me in the eyes I can't handle the way you look at me I can't believe that I let myself reveal Among my mess of lies Why can't you leave me be I don't know what you want from me I bleed I cut and I bruise All that's left is my ego to lose Yeah you see me perfect and I let it be Yeah I try to not look weak But in reality I can't deny That I will always be humanly human I had faced so many failures And times I felt so inferior Yet you make it your job to view me As something so flawless When all along I had been clueless Like a doll played by its string I let myself fall under your whims And well I'm not perfect I could never be what you want to expect I keep at my own space And yes I admit I feel like a waste Young to waste my youth on the fast lane Stupid to get caught along the way And why can't you leave me be I don't know what you want from me I bleed I cut and I bruise All that's left is my ego to lose Yeah you see me perfect and I let it be Yeah I try to not look weak But in reality I can't deny That I will always be human And why can't you see? I never had been the little girl you can just leave For something better and new Over a human that time flew Nothing begins Nothing ends. © 2015 A.C. Lei |
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Added on April 27, 2015 Last Updated on April 27, 2015 Tags: Perfect, human, disappointment, failure, lies, expectations AuthorA.C. LeiPhilippinesAbout"I'm a mystery, wrapped in an enigma, hidden by a riddle and guarded by a sphinx." I find inspiration in the darkness, in the hallowed pits of grey and the abysmal smoke of nothingness. Basically, .. more..Writing
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