No Idea

No more thoughts to calm my nerves

Filled with hate my mind has been

Sharper than a rose's thorn

Feeling stiff and cold within

Though kindness can be heard from words

Everyday your voice will speak

I wish to hush the horrid sound

Your mind to me is just too weak

I can't help the way I feel

Incidents so small they creep

Eating at my sanity

Locking me away from sleep

I've dealt with this for far too long

Acid blood and boiling rage

Why can't you listen be mature

Turn your book to a brand new page

Fear of losing what I have to learn

And my sanity because of you

I try to ignore your idiotic ways

But thinking of anger is all I can do

I've dealt with this for far too long

Acid blood and boiling rage

They tell me it will all end soon

I've sat here longing for that day

It has not come, and I can't wait

From your presence I wish to be free

In my mind appears more hate

Take with you your stupidity

For one does not need what they already have

In this town so small

Opinions shared and no one's cared

I've sat and waited for it all to fall

Intelligence and common sense

The lack of which hands me more fear

Why must I be the only one

To understand what future is near

Walk away and never look back

I try to keep from going insane

Explosion is what you'll cause me to do

You speak some more, you bring more pain

I'll try to fight for all I've got

But only one chance is left to give

For my weakened mind will break and sob

Through all the stress I have to live

Because of you each year is hell

I die a little more each day

Because of you I've weeped I've fell

You've set my tortured mind astray

I've dealt with this for far too long

Acid blood and boiling rage

Leave my sight and don't turn back

From sanity I'd disengage

Intelligence within your mind

Each day becomes harder to find

Just like courage to my soul

I'll fight my way from this black hole

©Copyrights2008

Reviews

[Edward Lancheister]

well written, i could get the message. my favorite lines are

"Intelligence and common sense
The lack of which hands me more fear
Why must I be the only one
To understand what future is near"

that's really a great power