How do I start?

eyes closed, letting go

I start my day,

waking up from a dream

Making a cup of coffee

as I watch the water fill the tub

I let myself cool down,

to cool off and breathe

Before I let the shiver

and weather take my thoughts away

I mix paint and paper

for the day

I like making things

and watch how they form and scatter

Like how my thoughts are

like how I'm underwater

because now I'm going to sleep,

I can die a little

a. withered

Author's Note

I mixed it up https://twitter.com/thedammedcat/status/1460900966778036226?s=20