denied

sitting in a room,

the walls are closing

in, all that I can think

about is how this is a sin.

I feel emotions willing up,

the tears rising in my eyes,

for once I cannot wish that

my love slowly dies.

he denied me as his girl

thought he is my Clyde barrow, 

I try to walk the line through

the days it gets for narrow.

I wont deny him as my bow,

a tear I wont let fall.

I'll just sit force and smile,

 and will not hear his call.

these words are written

 in the painful tears

from my eyes,

I think that I will stop

 as my emotion slowly dies.

Author's Note

I wrote this about my boyfriend, I thought that he denied me, because he was ashamed of me. I found out later that he just wasn't ready to tell people about us, because he knows they will make fun of him and he will explode and get in trouble. I believed this at the time, but as I type this he is on the other side of the room talking to another girl, and I saw him message some girl on Lync. so I'm starting to realize that he is just another asshole like every other man on the planet.