you're not worth it

A Poem by abigail

You don’t treat me like I deserve.
you don’t treat you like you deserve.
you don’t know who you are anymore.
you defended a girl who used you.
you defended a girl who doesn’t give a f**k
you lost a woman who was down for you.
then attacked her for trying to cope
when was the last time you had sexual relations with him

you don’t treat me like i deserve
you don’t treat you like you deserve
I don’t know who you are anymore.
you attack me for things I did to heal.
you resent me for things I don’t remember
you blame me for things I can’t take ownership of
everything is my fault.
whose fault is it? the pink power ranger?

a table is thrown.
you’re recording this all.
you’re taunting me.

now ill admit it, I said some s**t.
and the worst part of it all..
you didn’t even get it.
You don’t understand anything I’m going through
so you constantly s**t on me.
all I wanted was to pull something good out
from the s**t show that you rained down on us
you are a c**t. a f*****g c**t.

I slapped you.
you’re recording this still
you’re taunting me.

when I said you weren’t worth it
i f*****g meant it