5/18/16

a pain that is born, lives, and dies inside
where no one can reach it
its bottomlessness fills you 
at the same time, you feel empty
so empty it scares you.

where do I go
what do I do
why even bother
should I even bother.

a pain so intense that its cause must have been love.
but what is love
how can this ugliness come from beauty.
this complexity from something so simple
it hurts so bad that I’m numb.

nothing can save me
nothing can save you
we are nothing
but you are everything.