too much

4/28/16

last night, i drank too much again

I can't seem to accept the fact that you left me

the tan line on my finger from your ring taunts me

I look in the mirror and see a tear stained face.

this is the face of a failure

last night, i realized im the one in the wrong.

i cant seem to accept the fact that you left me

i dream of you and wake up exhausted from want.

i cover my face in makeup to hide the pain

this is the face of a failure

this is the face of a survivor

this is the face of a new beginning