broken

4/27/16

i shouldnt have said anything

Im pushing my fears on to you again.

why do I do that

I shouldnt have said anything

we were having such a lovely time

why couldnt i be happy with that

I shouldnt have said anything

i still have you in my life

why isnt that enough

I shouldnt have said anything

i hate myself for ruining everything we had

why can't i quiet the screaming voices in my head

why do i insist on f*****g things up

why cant i trust people

why am i so broken