confusion

4/27/16

all we are now is confusion 

all we have now is tension

my brain spins and slips 

I cant decipher my thoughts.

i dont need him. I dont want him. I deserve better.

I think of him constantly. I crave his touch. I long to hear his laugh, see his smile.

Dont text him..he wants time. Dont over think it. Its all okay.

I dont need him. I dont want him. I deserve better.

I want to be wanted by him. I need him forever and always.

I get frustrated and yell. Im crying. we arent communicating.

I dont need him. I dont want him. I deserve better.

hes my everything. hes my all of it. im nothing without him.

Im so hurt, and I take it out on him. 

all i want is to love him and be loved

all i do is get frustrated becuase i dont have him

all i get is slammed doors and tears.

i dont deserve his love.

Reviews

[Oydrin]

There appears quite a similarity in the feel of you poem "Broken," and this one. Especially the part in the former that says, "I'm pushing my fears on to you again," and the part in the latter that says "I take it out on him."

It's like they emanate from the same source and emotion.

I appreciate how both poems have honesty in them. :)