Tori

Every people could kill, even a priest or a child, but can you consider a person who has a disorder, a murderer? or we consider them as a Psychopath? A monster? Is there a difference?

Me and Percival Newt met about 4 years ago. He is a kind and intelligent man, so I fell in love. We live together in a condo unit, and we also plan to have our wedding next year.

I was sitting on a couch.

4:00 am, I just finished doing some paper works, when he comes closer, puts his head over my legs and lay down.

"What do you need Mr. Newt?” I asked.

"Nothing, i just want to cuddle, you smell so good. " He replied while lingering his nose on the back of my hand and he intertwined his hand on mine.

 “Perci, I love you.” I said, then kissed him on his forehead.

“I love you too.” He said, not looking me in the eye, this is new, he always look me in the eye whenever he says those magical words.

My heart ache.

Two days later.

I went back home from work, I was shocked because I saw a woman sitting in the couch, she introduced herself to me and explained that she is Percival’s Secretary and she will stay here for a while.

"Don't worry ma'am, I'll leave when I already find a house to live. “ she said, so I just smiled at her, Percival is beside her but I smiled to him bitterly, they were so close that her chest was almost touching his shoulder. "What a hussy." I whispered to myself, ignoring the pain that I am feeling, it felt weird, this is weird.

After bath, I wore a black thin mini dress to feel comfortable. I stand on the balcony to get some fresh air and think then went back inside because I felt so sleepy.

It's 12:21 in the midnight. I got awoken because of some bad dream then I realize that Percival is not beside me, so I sneak up to look for him. It's dark but I can see through the lamp.

I stopped moving when I heard some soft moans and giggles.

I was shock because of the scenery that welcomed my eyes.

I saw Percival naked with that woman, I don’t know what’s her name but I know that she is that woman, his secretary, they are tasting each other’s body like a hungry predator, I got so intense and felt so much loath towards both of them. So I grabbed the knife that I hid in my drawer in case of emergency and I stabbed the girl in the head that is on top of Percival.

I was in shock.

I can’t believe I did this.

But I somehow thought I wanted to do that since the first time I saw her.

The woman is dead.

But suddenly, I felt there was someone behind me turning on the lights.

"Tori? What happened?!" I heard his voice so I turned around to see if it’s him.

"Where were you?" I asked, I was confused and suffocated, he was just on the sofa, making out with this woman that I just stabbed, her blood is still leaking and her blood juices are still coming out from her head.

"I was on the bathroom; I ate so much earlier." He replied, confused.

"W-what? Wait, no, you are not a real person! You are not Percival! You are a demon! Get lost! Ah!" I shouted and I am almost out of breath, I was scared, confused, mad, I don’t know, I don’t know what to think and feel anymore, until I saw Percival’s face slowly turning into a red big scary beast.

My body reacted, I was upset and surprise but later on I felt something inside me. I suddenly felt so much euphoria when I stabbed his neck multiple times.

I’m shivering in so much happiness suddenly, I don’t know why but I am still not yet satisfied.

So I tore his eyes out and cut it in pieces.

I stabbed him almost 29 times in his face.

14 times in his abdomen.

32 times near his crouch.

I stopped when it felt like he was out of blood already.

His body is shattered, where the insides of his heart is almost visible.

While his face is crashed that I can see his skull.

I can’t smell anything but the smell of blood everywhere.

The blood from the knife I used to kill both of them is still dripping, I licked it, why does it tastes so good?

I stared at his dead body together with his mistress, then I laugh and laugh in so much happiness.

“Why do birds suddenly appear, every time you are near?” I heard the song that is being played when I opened up the radio, I sand along with it and hug Percival’s dead body.

After that day.

I found myself inside a white painted room.

I was lying on a bed with chain in my hands and feet.

Then a doctor came by the chamber.