Terrified Emotions

I look at me so terrified,

Trembling yet so justified.

In a moment when I thought you cried.

Doesn’t matter that I held up and tried.

I knew I was on losing ground,

And I knew I was just loosing mind.

And when you left me with just a wink

The thousand Suns did burn in me.

Annihilating me into million pieces,

Of ignorant anonymous as I ever was.

The amorphous me, now flies among the smoke.

Despise of living through such hard beginnings,

It turns out that I was just another no one.

A clown which made you laugh out of nothing.

But you didn’t realize the clowns have pain too.

But now the clown has run out of his mascara.

And down he walks in a street which goes nowhere.

Just when I realized that I was re-building

This collapse is pulling everything inside me.

Tiny specks of happiness flashes before the eyes

Before getting sucked in the gravity of this damage.

This uniformity of chaos in me feels so strange.

It’s so real that I can almost touch it.

I know you’re looking,

For a rhythm in the verses.

But hey I’ve lost my rhymes,

And the manner of my lines.

I am just left with this broken face,

With some frozen emotions.

And a road to travel all alone,

And it starts right here.

Remember I told you, I’ve been left,

With some pretty big shoes, to fill in.

I’m still gonna wear them and pretend,

That my toes have become a bit bigger.

And walk those thousand lonely miles

Where the horizons blends into the unknown.

I will walk myself there and disappear.

Reviews

[. serah .]

~ i like the fact that poetry can be brutal and beautiful at the same time... as it is... on this page... ~ and... i know this burden of expectations... and how it causes complete demolition and isolation at times... and yet we keep walking... and possibly hope that we can rebuild ourselves... at least to some extent...

[Abhishekizy]

Oh Serah, thank you again. It feels good when someone can relate to a write and derive an emotion out of it.... I must apologize I have opening up lot of sad fragile emotions through writes, but I guess happiness is building up inside... I would be happy to share some light hearted pieces to everyone soon.

You made me day! Thanks

[. serah .]

~ oh no... never apologize... i write gloomy stuff too... especially if life is gloomy... which it is... pretty often... and you're welcome... :)