sometimes i'm really small

sometimes i'm really small

sometimes i’m really small

like my little heart can’t touch you at all

and i think the beating could just stop

and i don’t know if your thoughts could drop

to my small little level of hurt

i feel my body shrinking through my shirt

i really want to just leave

but i couldn’t bear to see you grieve

and i just stand here listening to you

but my self-esteem acts like glue

as it catches ever little action

and won’t even budge a fraction

i’ve convinced myself of who i am

and i tell myself i’m a sham

cause i act like a catch

when i feel like i’m trash

and my thoughts all become crammed

i try to climb out of my pit

but my personalities become split

as one chains me down

one takes my crown

and another tells me to just quit

i’m trapped in myself when I’m quiet

cause all i can hear is the silence

and i'm smiling at you

but my heart becomes blue

and my thoughts are killing me inside

Reviews

[angel]

Beautiful; as sometimes, only the saddest sentiments can be.