my last note

april 4th,2008

 

my notes have as much structure as a crack head

as much control as a schitzophrenic

and the care of a serial killer

 

we all live in a world of chaos

and this will be my last chaotic note

 

i am in my last minutes now

as i lay limp on the cold,concrete floor

 

thoughts racing

tears streaming down my tear-stained cheeks

heart beating faster and faster

as i lay shaking with the composure of a meth addict

experiencing a seizure

blood streams from my arms and chest

glazing my ivory breasts

clusters of flesh absent,

i can view the blood oozing out of my severed veins

i can see the snow white perfection of my radius

and of my ulna

 

my capillaries

the fields through which the soldiers march

the scaore 12-0

the last battle is in progress

i'm running out of air

 

i tighten the barbed wire around my throat

with which i am attached to the chain

hanging half-hazardly on the rod in the closet

 

my purpose to die...

my life fulfilled

i am now gone

no burdens to bear

 

my soul is finally free to mesh with nature,

its one true calling,

and to you...

 

i bid adieu...

Reviews

[M_S_Lay]

Nice visual image there.
I liked it alot.
good job

[Sarah]

Wow, this was graphic. xD But I enjoyed it nonetheless, the comparisons to soldiers and whatnot was very original & captured the chaos you were going through in your final moments. Good job!