Diaries Of An Immigrant Soul, Pt.10: Dreams & Ambitions

[Diaries Of An Immigrant Soul, Pt.10: Dreams & Ambitions]

 

 

Many apparitions haunt me…

Alas the future now my past…

My dreams and ambitions...

The flame I thought would last.

 

A soothsaying from birth…

Showed the man I'm not today…

The man…

The article… of delight someday…

Alas once more…

What can I say!

 

Born, I was to hunt…

And never to run away…

Now I flee,

as I'm hunted by the prey!

 

walk along,

As my dreams mock me…

Mind ever astray…

The intolerance of judgment…

And virtues hitherto pay…

Oh, pathetic wandering monster…

What feasts on today?

So low of love and faith…

Yet with arms wide open…

Set free from hate…

The crime, for thy shall suffer…

Not the mockery of fate's self…

But the introduction to thy shame…

To thy past, thy future…

Properly introduced to thy name!

 

And drown ever…

In your mourning gray past…

And fairy-like dreams!

 

Eyes shut…

The suffocation of hope it seems

What you can never see…

It shall never set thee free…

And I'm stuck here with you

In your privileged bed of mourn…

In your beautiful endless scorn…

What nonsense and indignity hath thee?

 

 

Dare to cry?

Oh, pathetic wandering beast…

Dare to cry?

 

Alas and farewell…

To thee

Go… all-mighty fiend…

Holder of my key

Run… and never back again…

I want thee here to see!

Go… and take my dreams along

I'll have them packed in a wrap…

They'll be all ready now…

By the end of your song!

 

I've had enough, of castles in the air…

I've had enough, leave me in despair…

 

And never look back!

 

Take what's left…

The fragments of me…

The shrouds of my truth…

Leave me now…

Let it be!

Why do you still stare?

Why are you still there?

 

Oh, ugly fiend…

Learn to love no more…

Learn to feel no more…

Don’t give me any mind…

Walk away… do not feel sore…

Be well, barer of my dreams…

Be well, the one I adore…

Take care of heart!

 

Now run stupid reflection…

Oh,

And please… shut the door!