Numb

"Numb my oain"

2:14 A.M Why am I still awake?

Some may turn to alcohol, and lust in that order of events.

But me, I know my values, at times I don't care.

Torment in my mind, the never ending pain, learning to deal with it.

Learning time alone  don't always heal all wounds.

 It is I who must walk away from this depression state.

See alcohol, drugs and lust will only numb the pain,

But won't make it go away!

I wish to be stronger than I am,  I see now  I can be 

For in me is the power I need to get away from the state, 

That numbs my mind.