THE FRAGMENT OF TIME AND SPACE, part 1
"Life Without You"
I stroked her hair with my palm - softly, emotionally, slowly. She trembled at my touch, turned her face towards mine and stared deeply into my eyes.
"I love you," she whispered with pain in her voice, that seemed as if it will fall apart at any given moment. She was so fragile, so breakable. Her face that used to shine with joy and happiness was worn out. The healthy red glow of her cheeks had faded and the smile that used to decorate her pretty face had disappeared. She was lying the bed exhausted from the illness, while all I could do was sit by her side helplessly day by day, night after night and watch the life fade away from her.
"I love you too," I whispered, "for ever." My words have drawn a weak smile on her face and I reached out to hold her hand. I knew I couldn't fight the tears back for much longer. I returned the smile, but I could feel my eyes water with the sadness which had been kept in me for far too long. The lingering pain in my heart had returned, or had always been there - I don't know. We both knew that the end wasn't too far away. The end that will separate us for ever.
"Kiss me," she pleaded, "like our first time." I knew she was saying goodbye. I leaned forward and touched her lips with mine - softly, emotionally, slowly. Just like our first kiss that we had shared on that summer night so many years ago, with the warm breeze of wind rustling through our hair. The music went quiet that night and for a few moments that seemed like eternity it was just her and me, caught in the fragment of time and space...
When I moved away, something had changed. Her eyes, which were alive just moments ago, didn't shine anymore - but were empty. Her hand fell out of mine and landed on the bed next to her. It had dawned on me then, that this was truly the end. The tears started streaming from my face, and in that moment I was just a heartbroken man, weeping the loss of what was once his.
She was the first woman I had loved, the first one I had given my heart and my soul to. And now she was gone. I held her in my arms one last time and whispered into her ear, even though I knew she couldn't hear me:
"Life without you, has no meaning."