No...

I can ' t take it anymore.

I just want to pull the trigger.

Pull the plug , 

And let it drain.

I want all of this to go away.

I want to be gone. 

I never want to come back.

I want him & her.

I want my Mommy.

I miss my Mommy.

I wish she could understand.

I love my Mommy.

I want my best friends back. 

All of them...

I want my Queen back , 

She was the greatest.

I want you back , 

Even though I never really had you.

So I can ' t take this anymore.

All this WANT.

All this sadness.

All of these tears.

EVERY DAY since Thursday.

This is Pathetic. 

I am Pathetic , 

For loving her.

For wanting HIM.

For being me. 

:'(

Author's Note

I really just feel like Crap guys.

Reviews

[Maddikinzz]

Yeah well I'm feeling like crap right now too Alexis!

[ghostcar]

It's this pain that drives you. So use it when you must, even if just to say it. Emotions and our art are interconnected. Always remember that after the rain someday will come sunshine. And that sunshine will be that much happier because of the bad rain.

[Manda]

awww. i know this feeling. hope you get better. nice write by the way!

[♍ Kirstin ♎]

This is really good. I understand where you're comming from with this, it really is terrible when we want something but never get it. It isn't pathetic to feel the way you do though, unfortunatly it in part of life. But this is a really good write