Could it be started all over AGAIN

"FORGET IT!!!  Move on...work hard and show him what you deserve"...my mind rebuked me again and again.

But my obstinate heart again pushed me in specious direction..."The breakup was your mistake...Just don't give up...He is yours...Do everything you could to get him....But make him yours again.."

I had WISHED,I had PLEADED,I had TALKED,I had REQUESTED,I had BEGGED,I had REPENTED,I had TRIED TO CONVINCE HIM..But for vain.

Was it really my fault,all that happened?? or I was being punished for a sin committed by someone else??Whatever it was I only wished that for only once I could get the time reversed.I could start everything from beginning,from the very first day we met,from the very first day of our relation,from the very first day when no one knew and no one was going to know,from the very first day when we were free from the cruel judgement of those people.

People say that value of a thing is realized when we loose it....AND I HAVE LOST HIM.....MAYBE FOREVER....

Again my mind interrupted-"It had been only 2 years.Two years back you don't even knew who he was.You were STRANGERS.And now you are again Strangers.The time had brought you both back to that turn of life from where you had started."

But what about the time we had spent together?What about all those late night conversations?What about all those promises which had been broken?What about all those dreams that are shattered?What about all those happy memories we have created together?

ONE MONTH HAS PASSED BUT STILL HE IS ALIVE IN MY HEART....MY SOUL IS HIS SOUVENIR.

 

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[A.G.]

This is beautiful -i understand this feeling,This thirst. Well done.