Lost

Am I lost? Why am I floating? 

Does anyone feel like they are drowning? 

I do these days. 

Every time I close my eyes all I see is darkness. Dark blue with a hint of light slowly disappearing. 

The light keeps moving further away. Or am I falling deeper into it.

At first I hated it. I hated the darkness but now I feel like we are each other's companion. I'm guiding it and it is guiding me me.

Its looks sad but there is beauty in that sad. Maybe that's why I'm so attracted to it.

Am I lost in darkness?

Author's Note

Momentarily Feelings