Shadow of my mind

The Shadow Of My Mind
You torn pieces of my body.
You put concrete on my skin.
Now i am trying to make it up,
To see what went wrong.
Ineeded to be understood,
For all my choices and lifestyle,
All i got.
Somebody who refused,
to open the door.
Somebody with an opinion,
without ever walking on my shoes.
Staring blankly in the mirror.
I wanted to cut the image.
Wondering?
It was me before, and it is me now!
As you left your stamp behind,
Deep there on the shadow of my mind.
Why is my reflection shouting back at me, this time?
Why am I having this sense of being wrong?

Reviews

[Twilight]

Some realisation that bad lifestyle choices were made in the past, is clearly suggested in one line.

This poem seems to be ridden, with emotional turmoil; and the writer also poses various questions in some lines.

It made me think too, of someone who was once loved deeply, and then suddenly rejected; despite you being that very same woman at heart.

In one place, it also refers to someone who was opinionated; despite not having "walked in your shoes" as they say. I expect that very same person, was judgmental about you; and probably made certain assumptions?

I do not have fixed ideas about the real you, and only learning gradually; as you reveal more in your writing - and conversation by email. Please, allow me to keep finding out more; about how your mind works. I do think about you.