Anyway

I can not connect with my lover at times
A lottery
Sometimes I win
Sometimes I loose
As my competitor
Wins all the time

And I wish it was different
But it is not.

Anyway I love him
But it is not enough to seduce him
And I curse God.

Reviews

[Jibey]

God does not always do what we want... we have to patient and seek the comfort of assurance in moments of communion and consolation... 'the path of true love never did run smooth'

[a_methyste]

I used to be angry with God but havemade a reconcliation now. God is another kind of entity and does not always go according to our logic.

[Poetic Beauty]

The complications and complexity of relationships no matter if the are conventional or not.

I have those moments where I miss mine and can not always connect but I don’t curse God. I pray instead for answers and guidance even though I have a tendency not to listen very well lol

[a_methyste]

I pray to God also. It is dual, on some bad days I get angry with him.

[Poetic Beauty]

I think that is normal. Especially when we don’t get the answers that we want

[a_methyste]

Yes that is how it happens.

[Poetic Beauty]

Sometimes a no or no answer is an answer from God. He knows and see thing we do not.

[Poetic Beauty]

Not that we mere mortals listen very well lol

[a_methyste]

We do not listen at all. :)