Dream life

I lived in a village
And I felt lonely
And I read books
That my parents used to make fire
I read them in hidden
And I wrote my thoughts
And I dreamt
Wild dreams
I dreamt loud
Secretive dreams
Dreams of my own
One day though
The village became a city
Not an ordinary city
A city of my dreams
All the archetypes and scenarios
Bang
Real
And I got surprised
I got over the surprise for 7 days
I got used to this new reality
I accepted it
But then on the 10th day
All that happened I got in trouble
You know I reject external inputs
I always ask is it mine
They call it introvert
I do not know what it is
So my friends
I panicked
And ran
And did hide
And I rejected all that was being given to me
Am I being a brainwashed damn?
What is being given to me
How do I find who I am?