CagedA Poem by Sophie McNCaged 1. Textured grey layers, thick and woollen. Must be opaque. Criss-crossed over tightly, to guard the hallowed chamber; secret, sacred. Must obey and serve thy father. A long draping hem for further protection; sweaty clasped hands, tiny trembling fingers. Look down. Cover up. Footsteps, sniggers and shadows of little boys’ patter and hurry by; permitted to leer at, lust after and attempt to tickle what the possessors are told is shameful. Subliminal whispers. Satan’s little angelic helpers. The cross burns, instead of soothing. Old. Sleazy, slimy. A thought implanted like fungus, seeping through the brain like cancer; from the moment we leave the womb.
11. A panther stalks its young prey. Glossy dark fur so black its almost blue; light unable to escape its greasy coat. A white lioness nurses her cubs, pristine snow. Pure. The predator’s limbs licked thick with masculine muscle, murky shoulders slink as he crawls closer. Licking lips. Void of conscience and honour; a grim monster. Beast. Bared shrill teeth. Justified by hunger. He pounces. With greater strength, he will overpower.
III. Wet musky heat radiates from the brother, he slabbers like a dog. He pushes and nips his little sister’s delicate hips, teasing her for their widening. She clutches her china doll to her tender budding chest; a tear rolls. Her skin is ashen, pale and icy cold. So fragile she must shield it from cracking around the edges, down the seams. Brother grabs porcelain baby with large clumsy hands, snapping dolly’s legs apart and off her infant body with the ease of breaking a twig in autumn. The china crumbles to dust. Sadist. He was only playing.
IV. “Never go out alone at night,” they teach. The beasts growl and skulk between alleyways, behind vegetation to conceal their hideous bulk. “Fight back. Kick, punch, scratch, spit! Spread your DNA! Shout ‘fire!’ Use your whistle. Close your eyes. Wait it out.” They consider it their birth right. Creatures. Deformed, afflicted but in mind, not form. Their senses tailored for the scent of tears and alcohol. Nostrils flare, ears upright, pupils dilate. They are vampires. Forcing themselves on their prey; they blame the appearance. Protruding, pulsating veins jump from tensed arms and fists. Struggle, now scarred. They secrete their oozing poison. Their venom tarnishes the soul but keeps the hollow vessel alive, plagued with seeming immortality; a ghost. While one is molested, another is tucked into bed. She gazes from her window at the stars and dreams of a world with no fear for us. No ridicule or blame for us. We are doing it all wrong. “Girls are never safe,” they continue to warn.
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StatsAuthorSophie McNAyrshire, Scotland, United KingdomAboutI'm an undergraduate English Literature and Creative Writing/Journalism student at the University of Strathclyde in Glasgow. I'll post some of my uni work here and some other short stories/poems too. .. more..Writing
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