y cant i let u

Why do they try to help me?
Do you they  really care?
I guess they do
But all I do is hurt them
Especially you
You keep trying to help me
But all I do is push you away
Yu're my best friend
Why can't I just let you help?

Am i scared you will get too involved?

That you will get sucked into all my problems

You say you can handel it

A you are just trying to help me get controll over myself

You cant

I wont let you

These are my problems and i have to fight them myself
 

Author's Note

ignore grammer/spelling issues