True Happeness

true happeness i guess you could say it has gone to every one but me. My friends seem to glow with it. While i reak of dispaer and lonelyness. as my mother said on her death bed. "You shall never know fear, You shall always be hungery and you will never be able to quench your hunger, You shall never die," at first i guess you could say she was senial. She was right. I'm always hungery. No matter how much i eat i don't gain a pound and i dont seem to be setisfied. This was plastered in my head. Just to be removed for other things. Grandma said that durring the harvest moon our blood ran cold. there hasnt been a harvest  moon for ten years. Blood hasnt been spilt on hollowed ground for ten full years. But this year it shall change. I will live for the kill.

"Get up!! you'll miss your bus you ungrateful worm!" Anna Bisten my foster mother yelled as she banged on my door. I clicked the light on. It's a black light cause normal lights seem to hurt my eyes. I pulled on a neon orange tank a pair of skinny jeans and flip flops. I pulled a jaket from my hord of jakets in my closet, on the left third drawer down. I brushed my teeth put an ointment on my cuts, and brushed my hair. I grabbed my back pack skipped brakefast as usual and went to the bus stop. People laughing and people all over their girls. It was a descusting thing to witness. I popped in my ipod and began to listen to the razor by Head Aoutomatica. I hung out with what people called the beautiful outcasts. Cause they look like they wondered out of heaven. More like hell. We did everything together but thier was this new kid at school. He looked like he could fit in our group. He walked over to Bill and then Bill turned and pointed to me. He walked over and started to speak to me like he knew me. "Are you Mina?" He asked with this cadaverouse yet sexy face. His eyes were hard to not stare at. One was Pure white the other was a briliant ember. "Who wants to know?" I asked trying not to stare. He just let air out and looked to the floor then to the trees. "Well i do....If you see her tell her the devil has a score to settle." then he walked away (air quotes) shroweded in shadows. The bus rolled up. Every one went on. The back was always empty when we got on. No one dared sit in the back. Ever since my first year me and my boys sat in the back. I sat next to the window with my leg proped up, My left arm laying on my left knee. Tom sat next to me then Bill then an empty space. Jade and Dakota sat on the seats in front on the left side. JP and Harker sat on the right. Tom came on top of me and we began to make out as always. The new kid didn't seem to get the message that he had to sit in the back with us. No one would let him sit next to them. So he made his way to the back. Bill pulled him to the empty space in the back. He grimiced at the sight of tom in between my legs holding me. Tom pulled away for air. Then he began to bite and kiss my neck. "Ahh! not hear the blood will make the new ones crazed."  he lifted him self up and pulled oput his ipod, and began to play a raceing game. "She's a hard mother f****r to please." The new kid said with this smug smile on his face. Me and my whole gang just looked at him. I took a deep breath and realized what he was. I laughed and turned to Bill and Tom. "He's a bite!!! hahahahah Just a ignorant little bitemister." every one laughed at him. He didn't seem to understand what that was. So we helped him. "Bite whats that?" He asked. "You a vamp thats been bitten to get where you are now." Harker tolled him in a shouldn't you know this tone of voice. He looked at all of us. "I don't know what your talking about. "don't worry mate we are all family here in the back." Jade tolled him. We all exposed our fangs. He jumped back and i could see his fangs even thought he tried to hide them. "Mate we all smell you and we see your pointies pokeing out so just give it up or can we drain him?" Jade asked excited. "If he dosent show him self then go ahead." I said not really careing. "OKAY, OKAY, OKAY!!! Look im just like you guys." he showed his fangs he only had tops thats how you tell he's a bite. He hasn't fed yet. "So why dont you guys just have top fangs." he asked truely inquieringly. "Because nune of us are bittes like you we dont have bite marks on our necks we were either born or they drank. Tom, Jade. Bill, Dakota, JP, and Harker all drank. I was born. So im the head of all of them." I explained growing bored of his stupidity. Tom saw this and jumped me. I giggled as he kissed my neck. "What is he doing to him?" the new kid asked. "I never cought your name boy. and it shouldnt matter to you." Bill defended me. "I'm Alic...." he responded. As Bill and Alic talked Tom was nibbleing my neck. I bit him and he did the same. Our blood was warm on my bare skin. As we sucked each others blood i could sence that Alic was ancshouse. He could smell blood. "You okay?" Bill noticed that he was acting out of character. We pulled away from each others sweet blood. Thank fully nune got on my clothes or his. I swiched seats with Bill tom didn't want me to but i maneged to pull away. "You've never tasted blood have you?' he shook his head in response and then he looked to my neck and saw the marks that resembled a hicky but their were four holes. "dose it hurt?" He asked. I shook my head no. Then wipped my blood off with some towles that Jade had. I then handded it to Tom who wipped his blood off him and the seat. Then he handed it back to me. "Well since your just a bite you should have feed your frist night. Not many can resist the call for blood. You seem to." I examened his face then his neck and i noticed something odd. I leened in closer, He pulled away. So i grabbed his arm. "What are you doing!?!?!" He almost screamed as he asked. I cupped his mouth shut. "Who do you work for?" my face became stern as i asked him. I let go of his mouth so he could answer. "You know who i work for.....You have a dept to settle with him." I could see it wasnt the boy talking it was Agmerka. "Agmerka get out of that boy! before i yank you out." Agmerka knew i wasn't jokeing. but decided he'd take me for a spin. "What do you mean Agmerka who is this?" i became frustrated with the demonds jokes. "Do it agmerka or i'll snap your neck like if it was a tooth pick!" i said in a low growl. "Okay! okay! you never did have patients with my jokes did you." he slowly driffted out of the boy and sat next to me. " you'll do well to remember that i dont. So what brings you hear what dept?" Agmerka twittled his fingers and let out i sigh of frustration. "Okay the last dept was settled on two accounts but not on the account of you giving yourself to him. I see you've givin your self to that boy Tom. Well to correct your mistake and insureing his best hit man dosen't die you must take care of his well not really son but close enough." I looked to Agmerka then to the boy wied eyed. "You can't be seriouse if i bring him home Anna would try to kill me. And Who said that i did give my self to tom? Why now Mid terms are comeing up and i have to study the cheats!" Agmerka began to laugh and then soon cry. Oh well anna has been taken care of Lousila you remember her yes she has taken her body. Yes i do realize mid terms are comeing thats why we give you the cheats in spirit form so you and your gang can well not fail. And yes you did your blood is running through his and all your clan members vains excepted for Alic's. And it will stay that way okay. Alic's boold is not to be poluted with yours or their's only the blood of the inosent okay?! Opps look at the time well yours is stopped but mine damn well bye now and remeber no poluting his blood!" he dissapated rather quickly and when he left the boy arroze shaken. I looked to the boy and then to Tom who was laughing at my new punishment. "Alic! Get up you doult!" Alic arroze from his corrner. "Sorry Agmerka was here wasn't he? I hate it when he comes he always puts me in a daze so i won't know whats going to happen to me. I hate it when he posseses me." i felt kinda bad for Agmerka haveing a dlug like this to take care of and not just any slug a sensative slug at that. "Oye is the lad going to be the new recrute we be needin now? I shook my head yes and switched seats with bil again. "Oh pop's has got junior on a inosent diet so we cant give him our blood." every one laughed and patted the new kid and shook his hair. tom smiled and layed on me his cold body was comforting.