AM Thoughts

It's 2:30 am
and my glass is almost empty.
I'm drinking cause I miss you, but I won't ever admit it.
I'll let you walk out that door before I said I was committed.
So you see what my problem is?
Why I can't sleep without at least one drink to forget about you.
To forget that I'm the messed up one.
3:05, and now I'm really thinking about calling you.
I know you won't pick up, but maybe this time you'll want to.
If not I'll leave a message but I won't ever try again.
Instead I'll continue to miss you as I fill up my glass again.