ENVY

*A Page In Abby’s Journal*
“ I Envy The Dead..” - Jhene Aiko
Why am I alive?
I want to be part of the dead.
I have no where to go.
Theres nothing in my head.
Why does everyone say no?
Don’t save me dont stop me.
5 Pills 6 Pills how many will it take?
Why are we taught to live ,
but not taught how to die?
I’ll befriend the dead,
because with them is where i want to be.
Lost souls will pull me down into the fires of hell and that’s when I’ll no longer envy the dead.