im about to vent.

If you' 've never seen me in real life you would think I'm a cool dude. Matter of fact a good bit of people got a false grip on reality and when I bring it up I'm so rude. People will lie cheat and steal from people they love and trust meanwhile I'm sitting here trying to censor myself because I have no words to spit out as the fire coming out of my throat evaporates to dust. Comprehend this. I am me. I'm not some figment of imagination that was plucked from a tree. Like Adam and Eve I have sinned. Does anybody care, I don't think so cause I will never hear the end. I should retire with spikes through body like I'm crucified but first I need to get all this anguish off my chest before I die inside. I'm fun and go lucky and people call me Oreo. Now at this point in time I have no filling. My filter is broken and I just can't wait for someone to say something else I'm slightly irrate. I trust you to make the right choices your grown and you prove it to me daily. But are you ready for the truth? I don't think you are. Because you been hiding all your life, and now I'm picking your face off the ground when you fall. Your false accusations make me turn into a twisted man, and I'm straight as an arrow. You started a war in my head and you'll never win. I'm right but I won't tell you that. I already tried. Screaming in my ear, like a child without a pacifier. Instead you alcholize yourself till you can keep going back and forth. You don't have to believe me. I'm telling the truth but you'll always be a child in my eyes. Dank I a bad friend for holding this back, and now I'm vomiting the truth and I'm not sorry anymore. You are on strikes now and have Once your out and pointing this bullet of self pity to my head and shooting till I have nothing left to offer to you. Watch me fade. Watch me burn. Because that's the last you'll ever hear from the one person who tried. Universal Rule: Nobodies Safe.

Author's Note

Just venting from years past