Wander

a lonely highway...... going down a one way street......

I would sell my soul for a love so true
give my life for love to come through
the darkness engulfs my heart
drowning in the dark struggling for a glimpse of a smile
hoping for something to believe
something worth while
someone to hold on lifes long miles
a broken heart, a broken will
I look at my bottle and this bottle of pills
I sit behind my cigarette and ponder
Will I ever have meaning or just meant to wander
I look at my past, I look at how I have come to this place
lonely and needing a loving face
to kiss, to admire, to talk to
but it's not meant to be
hell's hands I feel around me
I want to give it up
all the hope I hold onto
just let it slip away, down the drain
like falling rain, just wash me away
free me of this mundane existence where all I have is pain
just wash me away, wash away the infernal pain.