Further you are; closer you are

I ponder day and night when I haven't heard the soothing sound of your voice.
I think about how you look when I make you laugh out loud.
That gentle smile that comes across your face when you're happy.
I feel you closer to my heart even though you're further away from me.

As I throw myself in my bed in wonder,
I am reminded of the lightness of your touch and the ever lasting fragrance of your smell.
I breathe in and out slowly as I think of you.
I bless whatever threw me to you that day.
Look at the secure and gentle hands I'm resting on right now.
I feel your touch on my heart closer than you think,
Even when you're further away from me.

Your gorgeous eyes are all I see when I close my eyes for the last time at night.
Your touch is all I feel when I fall in deep slumber.
What did I do to deserve such great pleasures of life.
We both want to be next to each other right now,
But distance is teaching us patience for the greater that is to come.
Don't despair My Lady.
We may be further away from each other,
But we're closer to each other's heart that no distance can separate us.