A humble confusion

That moment when you suddenly fall for someone.

How have I reached this point in a short space of time?
The road I am walking on - I have once walked on,
But the feeling under my feet feels so new.
The sensation is like stepping on fresh green grass.
Is this a dream that's playing in my reality?
I tried to look for the stop button but everytime I see you,
My heartbeat goes on fast forward and my smile is put on replay.
These were feelings I thought were inches away from being six feet under,
But you seem to resurrect them everytime I'm with you.

Purity is what flows in my deepest of feelings.
I can't help but be soaked in our memories that are still flowing through my mind.
How can I feel this way when we went our separate ways?
But funny enough to my surprise,
Those ways have joined again in the highway of life.
Why do I feel like I'm going to crash into you again like I did when we were friends like we are now?
I'm starting to believe that history is repeating itself but instead of the same outcome,
I have no idea how my story will sound to your heart that has read the history of my past story.
Will you sit next to me and hear what my heart has to say to you again?
Don't worry about the comfort of sitting next to me,
I promise you will find comfort in the presence of my smile.

I really have found myself in this world of confusion.
The continent of my mind is full of thoughts of you that nothing else seems to be growing.
The oceans of my heart are filled with your love that I can't help but dive in them in times of loneliness.
The sky of my eyes above is always blue when I don't see you.
The night of my voice is always shooting stars the way it always carries syllables of wishes.
How can I escape a heart I don't possess?
Even if I trying to escape,
The feeling I have of you is like a possession that has enslaved my heart.
The chains that surrounds my heart are for you to pull as you wish,
For my heart has accepted defeat of fighting to forget you.
My will power has failed me,
But my love for you has never failed me.
Now that's a humbling thought.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Country boy183798]

Simple, but deep and sincere! You have captured the emotions very beautifully. What I like the most is that it really conveys a sense of confusion, and it feels like an open window through which one can see this great landscape of emotions. Well done and keep up the good work.
Oh and by the way, I'm also new in this website, I'd appreciate it if you dropped by sometimes and gave me some feedback.
Cheers!