When i Say I feel Abandoned

When i say i feel abandoned

I dont mean physically left all alone

Thats a easy pain to deal with

Having you so far is nothing

Having you not talk to me

Not seem to give me your time

Like im a burden you only want to deal with when you have a free moment

I drop everything to message

Make sure you feel loved I call and call just as you asked

Even when my heart is beating out my chest

Anxiety beating me down wearing me out

Like a school girl on prom night

You kicking me to the curb

Stopping on it harder

You dont answer

Will you ever

Lying in a ditch

Somewhere lost and forgotten

I call you with my last breathe

But would you even answer

Call me for 5 minutes here and there

Tell me you love me.

That you care

But where is the prof I cant see it, smell it, taste it. I cant even touch it to know how it would feel Words are just words

They dont have much more if actions arent behind them.

Sticks and stones may break my bones

But words can never hurt me

Especially if the actions dont speak with them